Recovery from cancer and separation

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I'm doing a little better Rouky. Thank you for asking. I keep adding weight to my workout routine a little at a time. Seems like there isn't time to take a run these days. I have found yoga to be very relaxing and a good workout. My sister is going with me to yoga now. I have started to fill out the paperwork for the divorce and finding it to be very depressing. Having a tough time deciding if I want to keep doing the rental properties or sell them. Nice income but a lot of stress.

I feel like I have recently gone through the anger stage of grief. My therapist agrees. I do feel the anger is lifting though. Thinking more about the future these days. Also recognizing some of the early signs in my marriage that things were not what I had thought them to be. I heard a song on the radio that I had learned to play and sing to my wife who was my fiance at the time. After playing it and singing it to her she told me how poor my playing and singing were. Should have been a sign or at least an indication that she was not nearly as romantic as I was.

I need to work harder on GAL. I am very tired when I get home from work and do not feel like doing anything socially. I'm having a hard time getting used to not seeing my son every day and it has me depressed. I'll bring that up with my therapist Tuesday.