Still DB'ing - Still Learning from WAW (6)

[PigPen]

"Of course there was weirdness on my face. For 5 years you would come to my office and pick up Woofie, drop him off, or just visit with all of us. You'd laugh with me, you'd joke with my coworkers and clients, you'd participate in our events and were friends with everyone here. Many of them were at our wedding, we've attended many of there's. Your best friend is my client's wife! You were a daily part of this community and you haven't been here for 8 and a half months.

The guy in the parking lot that you hugged when you got here, remember him? He's the guy that lived with for the entire month leading up to BD because he'd just broken up with his girlfriend. Remember all of the conversations you and I had about relationship because he was staying with us? Remember how we both agreed that we were lucky that ours was solid so we would never have to go through another break up? Remember that? That was 10 days before BD!

Thanks for telling me you were hungover from drinking too much at dinner out with another guy last night too, that was a nice jab in my day. Appreciate you letting me know.

So yes, there may be some weirdness for me to see you dropping off Woofie here and then getting in your car and leaving. Yes it's weird that I'm not allowed to see the two little girls that were a daily part of my life before they move across the country.

Yes, there's weirdness on my face, that's what it looks like when I'm trying to mask more pain and heartache than I know what to do with behind a smile.

How the (censored) can I not have a weird look on my face?"

That's the text I sent to my W after she left.

That is, it's the one I sent in my head before writing our Cali's response and numbly hitting the send button.

Back to enjoying my pup and keeping time on my side.