Have i been making mistakes too long part 5

[tkdmme]

I have an appointment with IC today and I will run some of this finance stuff by him and see what he thinks. I don't want the D but at this point the writing is on the wall and I want to protect what I have worked so hard for.

Going to see a lawyer scares the @#$% out of me. I have never been in trouble in my life so I have zero experience with lawyers.
I don't care about the house other than it is where my kids have grown up. They have never called any other place home. I hate to think that they loose there rooms and backyard, and so many other things they have grown accustom to.

If It is possible, I would sacrifice a little to keep them there. Even if it means I have to pay a little extra. Is this crazy thinking? I honestly think the W would continue this same stich for ever if I let her. She has no intentions on leaving. I, on the other hand, am not comfortable living like this forever. If she never decides to work on the M I want to get on with my life.

I don't think now is the time to bring up the finances or anything else. Things have been calm at home and I don't want to start what I know will turn into a fight. I know it will have to talked about at some point but for now im going to let it ride. The kids are finally acting a little closer to normal.