Walkaway wife

[jjal]

Mr. Sandman didn't visit last night and I got only 3 hours of sleep. Ugh. Had some vividly odd dreams. One was about leaving a place only to discover that most all of my stuff was left behind. I didn't realize until I'd already gotten down the road a bit, and frantically tried to make my way back before it was all tossed out. Perhaps this is in response to my wife's departure in which she took very little to go live in her new place.

Tomorrow is 8 weeks after BD. Still detaching and GAL. Detaching may be working too well, her usual once daily emails have slowed to 2-3 times a week. I try not to read into them very much, but when it is all I get, I do. Plus, in our 20 years of marriage, we were never big phone talkers, and that's not changed. We always did it in person, unless one of us was on business travel.

We last had dinner together August 2nd. Before that, it was once a week.

I'm trusting the DB process but, dangit, it scares me every single minute.