Let's All Be Like Coffee

[V2pt0]

Thanks for the supportive words, Azzork. I certainly am better for my M, both the good and the bad. Yesterday was definitely a low point, but I decided to end it on a positive note. I decided I have much control how the next 6-7 months proceeds.

I sent very heart felt note to H and told him I still love him and will always have a special place in my heart for him. I said I was sorry how things turned the past week, but that I just could not live silently with A any longer and that it was clear he had no desire to try and fix things, so I needed to move forward with or without him. I explained that hiring L was not meant to be power move and I quite frankly I don't have the energy after the last 5 months to work through a complicated D process on my own. I also said I think this leave best chance to keep amicable and move forward peacefully.
I dont. Want this to end with us hating each other.

It is now up to him on how he wants to respond and move forward. I did get response from him that just said thanks for letting me know.

I am going to turn into the best damn cope of exotic coffee there is!! I did also find out last night that I got the spot on the city committee that I interviewed for.