I agree with u-turn...you have to do what is best for you, whatever that might be. Being unsure is a really crappy place to be and limbo just absolutely [censored], but hang in there and do what you need to do for you. Sending positive thoughts your way always.
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids