Gwen, I can relate to the feelings of sadness. I still have these days when I just cannot shake it off. But, it gets better. I agree with Lou, you just don’t know what is going on in H’s head. I’m in a similar situation. He is far away and there is very little contact. Like Lou mentioned, if they would want to contact us, they would find a way. I know my H can be very resourceful when it comes to getting what he wants. I just hope one day it is going to be me .
Hang in there. You have wonderful daughters and you are an amazing woman and Mom.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
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