Thanks for your warm wishes Jelly - I need that.
I am really feeling all of those things - I am trying to stay positive in front of the kids - but I am just exhausted and not sleeping again.

It's like I am dropping the bomb on myself

(how was this so easy for her?) - sorry about that

I hope you are doing alright Jelly

Me-45 W-44
S21, S18, D15
T-27, M-21
BD Jan 2014
PA revealed March 2014
In-house separation - April 2015
I filed - Aug 2015
She moved out Oct 2015