I had to attend a meeting today in another town, was extremely excited for the meeting as it was with someone who is doing exactly what I want to do in the next phase of my business life. He was so generous with his time and expertise.
But the meeting was also in the town where my W and I would go for several getaways during the year. I drove by the hotel we would always stay at, the restaurant we would eat at and even drove by the property where we held our wedding ceremony.
I was nauseous for the first 30 minute of the meeting until I forgot about it all and then had it all come rushing back in on the drive home. All of those fond memories, all of the innocence of thinking this would be the rest of my life, all of it was just so hard to bare. I'm in a total funk now and am going to try to shake it off with a tough workout and a walk on the beach to clear my head.
Such a shame that things are where they are given how many good times we had together and how many laughs we shared.
I'm a bummed out PP.
PP
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
