I told H before that I always knew the lesson, but it didn't mean anything to me. Like when you learn in school and you repeat back on a test and promptly forget it. Now, I have these life lessons that I always knew... don't hold too tightly, love yourself first, etc... but they finally have become a part of who I am.
My bday is Friday. H's coworker called me and we're going out to a club. I told him that I want to be surrounded by lots of doting men waiting on me hand and foot so he had better bring lots of friends. Maybe I'll invite a few female friends so H has a few girls to boost his ego a bit also. He's needing it lately.
