Have i been making mistakes too long part 5

[tkdmme]

So, the work day is almost finished and I will go have to go home. As I mentioned earlier there has not been any fighting or R talks. Its been kind of creepy. Like two ghosts who wonder by each other. She is still on the phone with SIL most of the evening. I try not to think about what they are talking about.

I hate to say if because I don't wasn't to jinx myself but I feel like I have reached a point of peace with this whole thing. I haven't had any trouble sleeping and my appetite is back. It kind of feels like the calm before the storm.

I start the piano job this coming Tuesday and im trying to get ready for it. However, my W's new bedroom is my old music room and I have to make sure she is not in there before I can rehearse. Or maybe not. She knows that I have to rehearse and she chose to live in my music room. Maybe ill just rehearse whether she's in there or not. Anyway, I am looking forward to the gigs.

Its so weird that so many of us have similar problems.

I have regained some dignity and its growing every day. I really fell hard at BD and didn't recover very quickly. Im embarrassed at all the begging and crying I did. That's not like me at all. I never thought I would act like that. I felt like I was in a bad dream. It was relentless.

I just hope I can keep up the work that I have been learning here. Wish me luck.