Time to let go......how?

[Azzork]

I have asked if there is someone else as plenty of people feel there must be. she denies and i believe her mostly.

Do you think she would tell you if there was OM???

I have printed the 37 rules and try my nest but very hard.

It is hard...at first. But the rules are there for YOU. Not for her. If I said "don't touch the stove while it's on", would you break that rule? Probably not, because you know what it feels like to get burned. So, it really depends how many times it takes getting hurt for you to learnt o follow them...