This is sad. It's sad what he's done to you and your daughters but have hope.
Crying was what I did because of the emotional roller coaster I was on but I wasn't angry either. More like...disappointed.
I wasn't angry until I went to this thing called Freedom Prayer. It's amazing. Two ladies and I gathered at a church and they helped me walk through and release the emotional bondage. There was anger in there but it was so bottled up. I really think it manifested itself into more stress which fueled the cancer. I really believe this!
Don't get sick. don't stress out my friend. Know that we love you and have your back.
Look forward not backward. The light is in front of you..forward..straight ahead. The light is wonderful. It's warm, inviting, loving and healing. Behind you its dark, cold, uninviting and you've already been there.
Come and let go of the sadness. Let go of the disappointment. Let go of the anger (it's there).
Love you my friend. PLease keep the faith. Fill yourself with JOY! Prov 3:5-6!
