Your emotions are in full control right now ... the cycling that is going on is normal ... well normal for someone in your sitch.
Yes D may be in your future, so could a yellow bicycle ... thing is both of those will be your choice when the time comes, again .. uR's wise words, make those decisions from a place of strength.
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The worst part is sharing the same house with her. I dread coming home. Not that we are fighting. We haven't had a fight in a while. I just hate coming home to a w who has fired me. I want to show her love but cant. I want to give her a hug but I cant. I want to tell the kids that everything will be fine but I cant.
Tkd ... all that ^^^ ... that's needy, and its the old way you were doing things, which wound you up here right? That's not detached, nor will it get you what you 'want' .... you need to get to a place where you are good with you then you start figuring out what you NEED ... not just settling for what you 'want'.
