Thanks Late, RD, Z and V. It's reassuring to have your comments. I guess it was a little naive to think I had met the man of my dreams and would never be attracted to another guy again...
Wow, I've had a busy couple of days at work. Flying from one meeting to the next...always running a little late. Home again now, but feeling pretty tired. We had a chat about workloads in our team today. Everyone's feeling pretty over-extended just now.
Sunday I decided to review the financial disclosures from H. I didn't really feel like doing it, but decided to give it a couple of hours and get it out of the way. I've raised a couple of queries, but nothing too controversial - so that's another step over with.
Had a minor flirtation with the recently D colleague. He asked me where I'm living now, and reached over and touched my arm in a meeting when he made a joke. He seems like a nice guy and if I were dating, I would probably be interested in going out with him. But, I don't do 'married and dating' so I guess I'll just be friendly right now - and in the much longer term....who knows! Nice that there is someone out there who might potentially be interested in me though....
All quiet from H. TBH, I've pretty much decided to go completely dark, respond promptly to any L queries and just let the D run it's course. I've just accepted that this is where things are headed now and TBH that's okay with me now. Truly, I think if we were ever to even consider R, it would need to be from a place of independence (and financial independence for me) given how far things have gone.
Working (but from home) again tomorrow and yoga class in the evening, then driving over to meet SS and his mum for lunch on Thursday - looking forward to that! xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
