Thats the thing .... and maybe you can shed some light here. The "Demons" or 'Something' from her past has always been there. During our lives together, on more than one occasion I have had a Dr pull me to the side and ask if she was a rape/molestation victim ... when she goes in for certain tests she has always been extremely uncomfortable ... but nothing ever has come from it. I do not know if its something that has been suppressed, and to be honest I was half way expecting some big revelation about something to this effect once I found out more about MLC. There was a part of me bracing for this ... I have seen/read about traumatic events coming forward to people many years later ... always in the back of my mind with W. And honestly ... not that I wanted it .. but it would not have shocked me for this to have played a role here with her ... again .. all speculation on my part fed by table scraps along the way.
To answer your questions ... of course I accept her regardless, always have, even mid-crisis, and like I said, I am pretty much of the opinion I would not be any the wiser if she dealt with these demons or not (however if there was the 'big' item I mentioned above I would think she would find it hard to hide from me) .. regardless it does not matter, if its more 'the fog' lifted or if she actually did process something that was not at that extreme level.
I think the only thing is ... could she possibly relapse ... that's a rhetorical question btw... one I know no one would have an answer to, nor can I worry about that as just like everything else its far out of my control.
