have i been making mistakes too long part 4

[tkdmme]

last night was a bit strange. Her brother has a BIL who is mentally handicapped and he and I have always got along great. Anyway, last night was his bday and SIL told me he wanted us to come over for dinner and bday party. He shares my love for old cars. I gave him a spare horn ring from my 64 galaxie.

I was nervous about going over there. The past few time we went the conversation eventually came to my W and I M. However this did not happen. Everyone was very pleasant and got along great. Even the W seemed to be in good spirits. I was not expecting this.

We have been taking separate cars whenever we go anywhere lately. She says she doesn't want to be stranded and wants to be able to leave when she is ready. However last night she asked to ride with me. and when i said i have to leave she agreed and we left. I prayed with the kids and went to sleep. Overall a good night.

I am not reading much into this and i stayed distant through the night to maintain my space from her. It did feel like a victory in the fact that there was nothing brought up at the party about our m.