Hey Ginger....just live, sweetie. Just be open to the possibilities. We aren't guaranteed happiness or a life without pain. We just have to go for it and see where we land with the knowledge that we lived through one of the most painful things we could and came out the other side.
It may be hard with someone, there may be challenges and issues....but there can also be incredible joy. And man, how lucky would he be to be with you.
Go for it, my friend. Just freakin go for it.
You always make me feel worthy, ya know. And help me find my own worth.
When my time comes I know it's going to be scary and challenging and definitely not linear. But I'm going to embrace it and go for it, because leaving fears and challenges bring the best things in life.
And yes, AJ, sex and casual relationships are easy. But those deep intimate relationships are priceless and worth all the work in the world. Especially she. You have two people who want to work for it.
And Cali, your wife wants to work for it. And she is. It's easy to walk away and stay away. And she is coming back and facing her demons to make your M work. And you could have started over too and you are putting in amazing work.
I know, whatever the outcome, you will have no regrets.
