For about a month or so I have been on this BB and have gone through so many stories and relating to the many heartaches.

I'm grateful that so many have taken the time to respond and also been a Cheerleader to my cause.

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I have doing what I can to the best of my abilities and have failed badly.
I am disheartened and ready to give up the good fight and move on. I don't want to because of my young boys, but my wife is just staying her course and is done and I have to accept it.
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Most of these things she is saying about me to me I don't think are true. I have accepted my role in the demise of the family, but have almost lost all hope that we will become a family again.

I don't know what to do and I'm tired of fighting a fight that seems impossible to overcome.