I am new to your sitch and will take the time to get up to speed on the details, but for now I simply wanted to say that, It sounds like you are having a tough patch and I really feel for you.
Life can feel like it's sort of under control one minute, then the next second something small happens and you plummet. It happens to everyone and as you really do get the DB process you'll be back on the ball very soon.
Don't rush any decisions with your current mindset, take some time to think it all over, a few more days cogitating and you'll have a more balanced perspective.
Beagley
- Nobody has ever learnt anything important from happiness and success; problems make us grow - Consult your plan, not your feelings - If you haven't set goals, how can you expect to achieve anything?