Sending you a huge hug and tons of love E. I'm sorry no one is there to hold you, that's just a chitty spot to be in. You're doing well taking care of yourself and navigating an impossible road.
Please be kind to yourself and give yourself credit for all of the strength you're showing.
My love to you,
PP
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