Feeling Numb

[Elly4]

Thanks for taking the time to catch up, Photoka! It's quite a long journey. I've been focusing on that formula of one month per year, so by that I'm not quite halfway. But maybe I have to let go more to get him back.

I'm just overwhelmed by sadness today still and keep thinking of how a D will make my time with my S even less due to sharing him with my H. I know I have to stay in the present, not to the future, but I can't let go of that today.

Maybe my IC will help.