Cali. I want to get mentally healthy and strong again. IC is going well and helping toward this.
She won't stay in the house when I tell her so I'm not even concerned about having to deal with it up close and personal. That's my house and enough is enough.
I want to move on with my life. Get myself healthy and find a relationship that is loving honest and healthy.
I want to be the best father I am capable of being.
First things first right? That part will come when it comes and you are not in a solid place right now for you nor anyone else.
Remember .. this is the best advice I can give you as it was given to me here by a very wise woman. Make your decisions from a place of strength ... not out of emotion nor fear.
Keep the spew jacket ready, your W's A has started to become more of a reality now that you know ... the hidden part of it was a rush ... now that its out things will change slowly .. remember, you can not control her nor what she does nor with whom, worry about you as you said .. become a better man from all this, a better father, those 2 parts are fully in your hands and you will not regret any of the work you put into them I assure you. My W's A, as much as it killed me, forced me to become who I am ... and I am not done growing yet .. I am thankful for this chance at a second life.
