This morning started as an off day... I'll blame hormones a bit but it seems like before I was just grumpy for no reason, now I am the same but I also take on this hopeless feeling... like our relationship is never going to be what I want it to be & H is never going to be the husband I want him to be. Those were the thoughts running through my mind. Of course H knows me so well that he knew I was grumpy today & made several comments about it but I just said I was tired or trying to wake up. Thankfully I came out of my funk by a little after lunch time. Weirdly I came out of it after purposefully getting busy & doing some nice things for h. (My thoughts had been more along the lines of- why did he not hug me this morning, why doesn't he ever sit next to me on the couch, etc.)
T: 14 M: 12 D: 9 S: 6 BD: 2/18/15 (H affair) Working on marriage: 3/12/15-6/11/15 Broken Trust (my error): 6/11/15 H ring off: 7/6/15; Comm w/ OW confirmed 7/13/15 H wants to work on fixing things: 7/21/15
