W is currently saying we are getting divorced. She is willing to not use lawyers, wants me to keep the house, wants to do 50/50 custody, no child support (we make just about equal amount of money), split assets. I will struggle to afford the house on my own, but I want my kids to remain here. Daughter was with her today and daughter tells me W is looking for apartment now and is looking to buy a house in spring. Currently staying at her mom's. I don't know if I could trust this woman again. The way she treated me for the last 5 weeks, plus the affair, plus not owning what she has done. I did not bother confronting her with the additional information that Tom's soon to be ex provided. I don't want to fight her anymore. And yet, another part of me still doesn't want a D. I always tell my son to never give up when he wrestles and my daughter when she runs long distance track. Never give up. Give it your all. But, here I am only after 5 weeks, feeling like giving up.
