Recovery from cancer and separation

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I didn't really notice a difference. W said that when I was hopped up on anti-nausea meds (esp. Atavan & Marinol, the latter is synthetic pot), I was very mushy and appreciative, and she was like 'finally.' When that didn't last, she felt let down. That was towards the end of my chemo, but she never told me this until after she had said that she was no longer happy (about a year later). If she had, I would have shown here more of that, but her inability to ask (or wanting it wo/ having to ask) got in the way. It made me very sad to learn this in hindsight, as have a number of things.