Azzork, I have no idea how to keep this together!!! She doesn't want me. She has OM. She is separated now. Do I go dark? I won't be texting or calling her. I will stay busy with the kids. The strangest thing happened thus am. W texted me "is it OK if I come get the kids today?". Wow, that sentence hurts. Is it ok? I said of course. I told her I was going riding with son at local Mx track this am. She then asked if she could come get d:13. I said she is awake. Get a hold of her. I was short and cold I guess. Or should I be warm and fuzzy? I just don't know what to do. I don't want a divorce. But, she does.
