I just caught up on your sit. I don't have alot of advise. I will say I know how you feel. I too love me w. She has completely shut me off. We are in the same house but she sleeps in another room.

I'm glad you found this site. Before I came here I did the same rule breaking. I continue to break the rules from time to time.

As far as the good days bad days, I'm trying not to be so hard on myself. My bad days are almost always brought on by a bad dream about the w. The dream replays in my head all day. I have had some good days but they few and far between.

Thanks for looking at my thread. I will keep in touch


M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16