Well, Friday evening he wanted to get our daughter. He promised her he would bring her back Sunday. So we took a chance and she decided to go.
He has texted me a few times telling me he is trying to get papers printed off to file for a divorce. He said he was gonna try to do it that way. My heart is shattered. I wish he would give it time, but if I were to tell him that, he would rush even more. I think his biggest hurry is because of women to try to get one. This info just makes me sick. He was asked publicly why he wanted to get one. He said because we don't get along anymore or love each other. Sure we didn't get along at times. I still love him. I believe he still loves me. I guess him telling this is better than the lies he was making up and telling. But it's still a shock to the heart. It's not something I want but I have no say in it basically. It really doesn't matter what I want or how I feel.
