W just got home. Walked right past me without a word. I'm going to watch a movie and go to bed. This [censored].
That hurts man. I really don't know how you guys living in the same house as W pull it off. I just had a pretty great day overall, and when I get home, nothing waiting for me but 4 grateful boys. I'm still having rough days but overall the GAL stuff is doing wonders for my mood. I feel myself detaching a little more every day, and am reaching a point where I'm almost sorry for my WW. I know she's making terrible decisions, and have no doubt that one day she's honestly going to regret where she's at in her life. She may not regret that she left me, but she'll be sorry about how she did it, and very sorry about the impact it has had on her kids and her own R with them. I won't even touch on the financial piece but that isn't going to be easy either. I keep chugging along, knowing that I'm going through the pain now, but her own pain is coming somewhere down the road.
I feel your ya TKD. This stuff is hard. You want it to be over, yet every day is another reminder about what you have lost. There's no way out except right through the middle of the storm. Bear the pain, try to learn and grow from it, and believe that one day, it WILL get easier.
Me 47 W 42 T 24 yrs M 18 yrs W living with OM BD1: 3/7/2015 (A with OM#1) BD2: 4/11/2015 (A with OM#2, W moves out) WW filed for D, papers received 9/18/2015. Meeting to determine child custody 9/29/2015.
