Your 100 % right about not bding. Today is a new start. I'm going to start rereading the book I left half way. I'll think of a new name to change depress to.
Me 34 H 33 Married 2006 S5 D2 BD Jan 2015 EA/PA He moved out 2/2/2015 Came back 5/2015 Filed divorce papers 8/21/2015
You are going to be ok. You will overcome this storm! I spent a whole month listening to the Casting Crowns- Just Be Held, then I switched to I'll Praise you in this Storm, and it helped so much.
I will pray for you, and please keep posting, you are not alone. You are also setting a good example for your children.
There is always hope Overcome - as long as there is still love in your heart. But this isn't the time to worry about 'us.' This is the time to focus on yourself, so try and let that fear go and move forward with next steps.....finish book.....goals....GAL....xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
Today I accomplished 2 goals. One spend time with kids with out phone and smoking. And 2nd I didn't call him text or go by the restaurant. .. I even dressed up today and put makeup on. My night goal is to try and not cry. I AM STRONG I CAN DO THIS ALONE....
Me 34 H 33 Married 2006 S5 D2 BD Jan 2015 EA/PA He moved out 2/2/2015 Came back 5/2015 Filed divorce papers 8/21/2015