Had a good day. Played golf and had a night out with the kids. The W is at someones wedding. Pretty ironic. I'm feeling emotional and trying hard to shake it.

The kids got into a fight at the batting cages. They aren't themselves these days. They never used to act out. My parents are driving me nuts. They want me to see a lawyer. I'm not ready for that. Why is it after a great day I can still feel awful when I get home.

I booked a bunch of piano jobs and now I'm worried I can't pull them off. If there is one thing I'm good at, it's entertaining people. I've done it all my life and now I'm not sure that I can do it. I will find the strength somehow.


M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16