I am going for a bike ride to clear my head and kill some time. This site is great and I really appreciate all the kind folks with their feedback. I know a lot of it is stuff people may not want to hear. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with. So much uncertainty, disappointment, despair, anger, fear... I have never felt like this, ever, not even close.
M: 48 W: 45 Married: 16 years D1-14, D2-11, D3-9 BD: May 29 She moved out 2 weeks later with kids Awaiting mediation
