Hi Sotro I have to disagree with the previous poster and with you !!!! Yes , you may not have ALWAYS met H's needs and him likewise but this is the ral world and not Mills and Boone. Your H has told you in emails that your great and the one for him While I do agree that we all can be better partners I would be mindful that you take the share of the blame that's due and not take too much from H and his MLC
We all dream of how life could be better while in an R but it's dreaming so you we're flattered but some male attention , you thought about an apartment , I'm sure we have all done this. I adored my EXW and I would still think how life could be better if I had married X girlfriend or if I hadn't started my own business and worked for X company instead.
Sotto isn't perfect ( especially since you revelledthe veggie thing ( shudders ). ) but you are a good , decent person who a lot of men would be lucky to have in their lives