Last night I went to bed feeling stronger and mad at w for doing this to me and our family and today I wake up feeling lonely with little hope for the future. It's been so long since I've seen my girls and spent any quality time with them I keep worrying they are going to forget about me and all the great times we had. I'm having doubts about my lawyer as well. I interviewed 3 and all seemed to have different ideas about what support I would have to pay and if w could get a small inheritance I have. Lots of anxiety about all this.
M: 48 W: 45 Married: 16 years D1-14, D2-11, D3-9 BD: May 29 She moved out 2 weeks later with kids Awaiting mediation
