Well, she is here at the moment. Typically when she's here, she goes up to the office to work and we aren't in each other's space. But this morning, she poured herself some coffee, got out her computer, and came to sit down on the couch very close to me. She's been making small talk, she's being pleasant. This hasn't happened in I don't know how long, and it almost feels like the days when we were together. Surreal.
OW must have plans today!
Other than that brief thought, I'm not going to mindread or overanalyze, and while this is out of the blue, atypical behavior of late, I'm actually feeling quite detached from her.
But she really looks gaunt. And seems stressed, it's all over her face. If I weren't feeling detached, I would almost feel sorry for her.
The good news is, it seems like the townhouse situation will resolve itself, so I haven't had to be firm about anything. Going to look at some land this afternoon and focus on the real move I want to make, into the place I'm going to build. And then I'm heading to Mom's for a few days, with plans to visit some friends down there, too.
PMA today. Some days, it's easier than others.
Me: 46 Her: 41 M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18 3/26 W and I meet OW BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring W goes to stay with OW 6/26 NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16 I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19
