Ok thoughts from the night I DO love this man but I do not love him enough to continue down this districting path! I choose me first! I deserve love and respect and I am choosing to work on me because I need a change in my own life! It was nice going out with friends together and I was ok with friends for now! It is what is needed! I continue to pray for guidance and support pushing forward! I guess being on the motorcycle under the stars gave me a clearer mind! I am Choosing to learn about forgiving myself and learning from my choices instead of playing victim! It's was an awakening!
4, this is great. It's where you need to be. Just remember that your emotions don't move in a straight line, things tend to circle around. So if you wake up tomorrow and don't feel this way at all, just wait it out. Hang in there, do what you know is right, and this strong feeling will come back. And it will probably last longer the next time around. And soon it will become your new normal. Keep it up.
