Ok thoughts from the night I DO love this man but I do not love him enough to continue down this districting path! I choose me first! I deserve love and respect and I am choosing to work on me because I need a change in my own life! It was nice going out with friends together and I was ok with friends for now! It is what is needed! I continue to pray for guidance and support pushing forward! I guess being on the motorcycle under the stars gave me a clearer mind! I am Choosing to learn about forgiving myself and learning from my choices instead of playing victim! It's was an awakening!
