have i been making mistakes too long part 4

[tkdmme]

Yes, last night was a set back. I didn't handle it right but I'm not giving up. Thank you guys for your honesty.

I'm so sick of failing. I feel like such an idiot. How do you guys do this without making mistakes? I thought I was getting better and detaching but maybe I'm wrong. I listen to my family too much. They tell me that I should just get on with my life and forget about her. I'm not ready for that yet.