have i been making mistakes too long part 4

[tkdmme]

I had a fight with the w tonight. Her car broke down and she tried ti fix it. I asked why she didn't call me. She said she didn't want to ask me for a favor. So I fixed her car. GOD I'm so tired of this. I have taken enough abuse. I feel like throwing in the towel. I really wish she would move out and let me get on with my life.

She said again tonight that the only option is divorce. I said I'm sorry you feel that way. I'm setting some rules of my own. I will no longer be her maintenance man. I really let her have it tonight. I don't know if it fits DB but I'm not going to let her negative attitude effect me. She said she felt bad for me. I said please don't because I'm doing better than ever. I'm working on me regardless of her.

I feel great about myself right now. I'm starting to see the man that I am. I'm 39, I'm a good dad, I'm a great musician, I'm a good mechanic, and I'm loyal. I'm starting to love being me.

She says she wants divorce but she is still here. She said she is on eggshells. I'm the one on eggshells. I know the rules and I don't believe anything she says. I feel good about the changes I'm making. To quote Jackson Brown "don't remind me of my failures. I have not forgotten them".