Jelly sorry I didn't get back to u right away was busy at the fair and movie yesterday! Now to finish up school shopping! Your words Ee not harsh they are honest! I have a a lot of work to do! It will be a long hard journey but I will overcome! I'm really getting into the CD book it's valuable glad I didn't give up on it! We r going on a motorcycle ride tonight with some friends any advice is welcome I know PMA and not clinging! No r talk! I actually haven't even been cuddling with him at night and I'm ok with it! When I fell asleep on couch last night he asked if I was coming to bed I said sure but it didn't trigger any emotion like normal! He has been kinder but I think it's simply because I have not been so controlling and clingy