Lonelee, I forget to be patient and after a week of seeing the above positives, I begin to hope big and expect things and for him to jump back home (not a good idea). I feel I am good at it for a week and then I ask questions about us and then back a few steps. So, I help create my roller coaster because then I slump into woe is me mode and mope for a few days before I can regroup.
I did ask on Saturday if he was dating anyone...so that wasn't good and was the only question like that I asked.... So I feel I am making progress.
M10 D8 D5 Ask for D April 26 MO May 12 Filed Jul 1 2015 Love, Hope, and Faith