I am working on forgiveness for sure. I am also learning to be respectful of H. Along the way that was lost. I was given several books to read that have been super helpful. I am working everyday on accepting where I am at.
I haven't been sleeping well and ask for meds from doc, but realized that wasn't the best idea with small kids around by myself. So, I started yoga (day 8) in the morning and that helps to center me for the day so that my grogginess doesn't make me do something that I shouldn't. I am taking it one day at a time and have felt happiness/joy this week that I haven't felt in months.
M10 D8 D5 Ask for D April 26 MO May 12 Filed Jul 1 2015 Love, Hope, and Faith