legally separating

[beckyb]

Just venting. I know there's not really an answer for what I am feeling. Feeling very discouraged and anxious this morning. I honestly don't know why I am still holding out hope. In all likelihood H moved in with OW this week. Since she left her H in a different state to come here it's going to be very hard to get out of that if my H would ever decide he wants to. He has filed for divorce and has not given any indication he is having doubts and has never offered to work on our marriage. Lots of "I'm sorry I'm hurting" you but no action.

I am not pursuing, have gone as dark as possible. We were living mostly separately before he moved out.

I am working on GAL, although a lot of the time I'm just going through the motions. I figure I'll fake it until i make, right?