have i been making mistakes too long part 4

[tkdmme]

guys,

I totally agree with you all. Viewing the not knowing as a good thing is something I hadn't thought of. In my case if someone would have told me as a child that in 30 years I would be the musician that I am today, would I have locked myself in the basement with a piano for hours on end for the last 30 years.

Looking at this way, im glad that she has not agreed to work it out. I aint done cooking yet. There are so many things that I can work on alone.

I guess it just takes time for these things to sink in. I will get there. Believe me Cali, the message is not falling on deaf ears. Just stubborn ears.

Like a lot of things in life, getting there is almost better than being there. What I mean by this is, I have worked hard on other things in life and then when I achieve the goal and look back, The work itself was fulfilling.

I had a 64 ford galaxie 500 that I brought back from the bone yard. Once I had in running like a champ, I almost wished something would break so I could work on it some more.

I get it. its just a way of thinking that I have to embrace. I am not where I want to be right now but I have come along way from the TKD that wrote his first post on DB.