Oh, and Lonelee, another thing I did was yesterday my H called to say that he could pick up our son so that I work late and not feel that I had to leave early. My first reaction was to say no, as I always feel that it's putting him out to deal with schedules and transportation stuff. Yet, when I stepped back, I realized that those responses might be why he feels I don't trust him. I had to let go and say "yes".

Which I did. Yea me 2.0!

Of course then I obsessed whether "she" was going to be with them. Then I let that go to....sorta.


M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out