I have read your entire novel and something springs to my mind.
In the current situation, do you see the balance of negative and positive things leaning more in the positive direction? It sounds like that is the case. I think that alone is a HUGE step in right direction.
GO BRONCOS!
Late .. wow .. GAL .. no seriously GAL .. lol I from time to time go back and read an oldie just to see where I have been to where I am .. there is alot to sort through there.
Yeah there is no doubt a serious shift. W and I actually talk, and its mostly positive. She did say some time ago that as bad as it sounded she needed the A and that failed R to realize her faults and her mistakes in the M. I see that ... would rather have not been 'this' way .. but as I mentioned before I would not have become Cali 2.0 without all this either. So yeah Huge steps in the + side for sure.
Even this week as hard as it was .. W said "ILY" and I asked her why? She told me "You are where 'home' is" ... ofcourse I told her I was looking more for "Cuz you are the sexiest man alive" but I will take it. Another plus .. last night our new thing is eating as a family, I typically say grace and all 3 of us hold hands. I asked W and S "Who wants to say grace?" W looked and me and smiled and said "I like it when you do it" ... making me realize that I am leading this family in more ways than one ... after Grace she commented on how good it was.
So yeah .. I may not post all the positives, but there are plenty
OK off .. GAL .. Softball tonight .. Game #1 for the season!
