Thanks mutatio for everything. I know you're right. My IC recommended that I get on some meds to take the edge off. I'm contemplating it, but I feel like I should deal with this inside. She has been texting and calling a lot up until yesterday when I texted back that "I am devastated. I can't talk to you."

I don't want to talk to her, or say anything. I have nothing to say. I have to have some space to get my head straight. I love her, but she has made her choice with no regards to me or my children, and I have to now make mine free of her.

Thanks again for the continuing to seek me out and support me. I t means so much. And to do so when you are suffering so greatly is a testament to the goodness of your heart. Bless you man.

M 16y , T 18y , 3 Kids
7/14 ILYBINILWY
8/14 Takes off rings
5/15 OM, S
PA 8/15
10/15 A new hope. Rumbles of Reconciliation.
11/15 I can have what I want. What do I want?