The hurt is deep for me because we tried to conceive for 3 years before doing IVF and receiving our miracle. I keep thinking about everything we both went through to become parents and he can break that family up so easily. I did not overcome infertility to only see my son part of the time and miss out on so many experiences he will have, that should have been had with both his parents beside him. I know this is something I am going to have to work on but it adds an extra layer of grief. This has been on my mind a lot this week and needed to write it down.
I know how you feel. My WW and I had IVF as well. We call D7 our miracle child as well. It is hard to comprehend how they can forget all of the history and love that has gone into the M. I pray everyday that my WW comes out of the fog. She is breaking my heart right now and hurting my children. I have always been a very involved father and she is trying to take that away from me and them. I get to see my kids every other weekend and 4 hours on a weekday. I feel like they are going to grow apart from me in a year. It makes me so sad. They need a good father in their life, especially right now. I hate missing their milestones. I hate the thought of some jerk being with my kids when I am supposed to be there.
Me: 30's W: 30's M: 12yrs EA: Started 3/2015 MC Started: 4/2015 She moved out and served 6/2015 PA: Confirmed 10/5/2015 2 young kids
"If you do not stand for something you will fall for anything."
