Wow - lots of posts!
Pink, yes I agree about the lost hope and I do feel my energy changing. Thanks for the positive energy.
Jim, thanks - my advice - use cash where possible!
RD, thanks for the motivational speech. It's true - I'm glad that H is showing some care & I appreciate it.
Wonka, thanks for the hug - and you are right that 'me' will continue on happily regardless.
Z - thanks for your kind words and the new trees analogy; I liked that one.
And Rai - you solved the mystery!! Glad you like the anagram.

Not much to report really. Went to yoga last night. I enjoy the class. We all know each other pretty well now and have some good laughs. I also spent some time with my Dad yesterday. He has a new ipad and is learning to use it. First thing he said - where's my cursor? He's 81 and it all takes a little time. I'm front-line IT support. WFH today and stuck in a big overpayment case for an employee. Had my head down all day on that one.

I responded to L on the D petition, saying I was willing for it to proceed on the stated grounds. Need to go through the financial stuff and I'll do that this weekend I think. I'm not inclined to delay things. Now it's started it's full steam ahead on my part.

No further contact with H. I feel okay about things and can feel a shift within myself - further acceptance that the M is a step closer towards being fully over. Have started to look forward to my D support group, which begins this autumn and is a new GAL plan for me.

I'm off to the bookstore tomorrow and then out with a couple of friends for the day on Saturday. Take care all xx

Last edited by Sotto; 08/20/15 05:55 PM.
T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus